This is a rant. This is only a rant.
Maybe it’s because the heat is out in my studio, rendering it unusable. Maybe it’s because we’re in the middle of winter, and everyone is in the house, bickering and making their little messes everyhwere. Maybe it’s because I woke from a great dream that was soon spoiled by a headache. My wisdom teeth are hurting me. I need to have them pulled. It costs $2500 that I don’t have right now. Or maybe it’s because I have three teenagers, and I am completely and totally tired of their their shit.
Maybe it’s a combination of all these things. But whatever the cause, I truly feel like I’m cracking.
But the sunlight is beautiful today, and my husband is a darling. He’s bringing me lunch right now. And then we’re going to soak in the hot tub. Rae is going to pick up kerosene today with her boyfriend, so that my studio can be heated again. I REALLY need that solitude space right now.